I'm Just A Kid Pretending To Be An Adult

What did I have yesterday?

~Mocha Latte Shake - 5g carbs
~1/2 glass of Spark (energy drink high in B vitamins) - 7g carbs
~Egg white salad wraps - 3g carbs
~2 String cheese sticks - 2g carbs
~3 Strawberries with Splenda - 3g carbs
~Fresh mozzarella wrapped in ham - 3g carbs
~Meatballs covered in Swiss cheese - 5g carbs

I am down 3lbs, but that is water weight. My measurements have not changed yet. I don't expect to see any actual weight loss for at least another week or two. I am still trying to decide if I will cheat a little this weekend or not. I know SDC has some super yummy food, and I haven't been there in 20 years. I'm doing such a good job though, so I don't know if I want to ruin all the good I have done.


Ohh, I ordered a bunch of low carb foods from Netrition.com last week. I should be getting them today :-D I have ordered from them before and had great luck. The food is really good considering it's low carb. I got stuff like cheese crisps, chocolate mousse, cookie mix, pancake/waffle mix, chocolate chips, etc. The pancake mix actually isn't that bad...and it truly is low carb.

So, if you know me very well, you know I am a sucker for reality shows (and especially trashy reality shows). I'm embarrassed by it, but man, there is nothing like watching totally ridiculous people. Last night, I was watching one of the less trashy, America's Next Top Model. This poor girl was doing a runway challenge and bombed it BIG TIME. Not only did she fall on the stairs, but she decided to make up for it by being really "fierce" and making a mean face...yeah, that didn't work out for her. She just looked really mad. Then, when she was walking back, she fell off the runway and ripped her dress. I was laughing so hard and felt bad about it. If I was a model, I know I would end up doing something like that.

Then I watched 16 and Pregnant. I'm not sure if it is the hormone change or what, but I cried! Maybe I'm mean, but I rarely cry for people. I cry at the drop of a hat for animals though. It seems I am becoming more empathetic towards people...which is good I think. But anyway, they ended up giving the baby up for adoption. That was the best choice, but it broke my heart. I don't even want a baby right now, but thinking of giving one up kills me! I had to go find my kitty, Heidi, to hold while watching it.

Project Runway and The Office come on tonight. Survivor doesn't come on tonight, does it? It's probably because of some sports event, bleh!

I actually don't like to watch a whole lot of TV. After and hour or so, I start to feel restless. That is when i do something crafty and creative or read. I feel like I am turning into an old lady :-/